It really is so much easier to believe the lies and the self doubt than to accept the positive, the "what seems to be opposite of the truth" but which I am told, I am listening to, I am reading is in fact the truth.
It is easy to fall and slip back into the poison. It oddly enough feels more safe, more know and more self secure.
It is not.
It is a lie.
It is only easy because we grew up, we lived it, we bathed in it and we sought it out for our lives, we seek it out daily, we cultivate it and we believe that we need it to surive in the world, in the dream.
It is not.
It is a lie.
We did not ask for the lie, we did not really have much of a choice.
It's up to me to decide, albeit later in life than some and sooner than others, to stop believing in the lies and move forward.
Daily vigilence and constant work. The hardest fight, the biggest fight is not the outside world, its the inner self.
Be strong.